Everything happens for a reason.

I often think about this, and I so know it to be true. Every thing does happen for a reason. There is a  plan out there much bigger than ours. I get so sad thinking about my grandma not being with us anymore. It has been almost 10 years since she has passed away and the pain is still there the same it was June 16, 2005. I stop and look at my life now and think, I wish she could have met Eric. She would have loved him. I wish she could have been at my wedding. After I have these thoughts I think, if she was still here, I wouldn't be where I am today. I would have never met Eric, I wouldn't be married ( to him at least), and my life would be completely different. I love Eric more than anything, he is perfect for me and I'm pretty positive I am perfect for him. He loves me for me and loves everything about me which is all anyone wants. I can't imagine my life with anyone else. These are the two BIGGEST parts of my life. It saddens me so much that they never got to meet. I know they will one day. God has a plan and I am so glad he does.